I’m afraid to get on the scale much, but I did manage to do it the other day, and I’m up to 215 pounds.

My boyfriend and I have been having problems for a while. Now we broke up but he has not moved out yet. All the stress is making me eat more.

It is amazing what stress will do to you. I have been eating tons of chocolate, and now that it’s almost Easter, I ate a bunch of Cadbury eggs too (my downfall). I told you I’m addicted to sugar.

I have even started drinking regular soda (Coca-Cola). I know diet soda is bad for you and can make you gain weight, but regular soda is bad too, especially in the U.S. where it is not even made with regular sugar. It is made with corn syrup, which is even worse for you. I thnk corn syrup will help you gain weight too.

I hardly have any fruit in the house.

I’m depressed about winter too. It has been so cold and snowy this year.

Well, that’s enough complaining. I guess I just had to get it out of my system.

I will try to post more regularly again.

Oh man - I just read one of my previous posts - I forgot all about checking my blood sugar. I will have to start doing that too. Maybe that will scare me away from eating so much sugar.